It may be for a lot of people but I had to do a similar thing when in puberty to be attracted to women. You must show him that you are ready to fulfill what he wants from you. I quickly found the bathroom and I scampered in. Like maybe boys wrestling being just a tad more than a fun game or gay thoughts maybe having a little crush on a friend without even realizing that's what it was vs. I told him how I felt about it and that I wanted to do it again, and he's like okay sure, but he didn't recently seem interested. I went to a gay club alone!
I had my drinks and left and walked the 5 minutes to the gay club.
First Teenage gay experience
What did your first gay experience feel like? The initiator and I both enjoyed the encounters, the other boy not as much. In studies from the 70's it was discovered that a large majority of all men experimented in some form at at least one point in their life. It was relatively innocent, involving nothing more than mutual masturbation. Neither of us tried to cum.
A celestial choir sang. So while you may not have initiated the acts, you probably behaved in a way that helped let those acts occur. We were alone in the house and we were getting bore because we didn't had any smartphone at that time. This so isn't fair. I went to a gay club alone! A cigarette on the sidewalk.